Foot Fetish

While delving into our deepest, darkest sexual desires, Dragon reluctantly, painfully revealed that he's always had a secret foot fetish. I was totally stunned. Never, in all the years we had been together, had he ever hinted that feet turned him on. I had no idea. When I received a pedicure for my birthday this year from a friend, he seemed totally bored by it, though he later admitted it had really excited him.

It still seems odd that Dragon could could hide such an incredible desire/turn-on from me for so long. He said that in the past when ever he had even hinted at it with another woman that he had been met with disgust and rejection, causing him to bury this fetish deep. I was little hurt that he had never trusted me enough to reveal this until recently, but I understood. No one likes rejection, and to be treated with scorn and disgust from someone is love is painful to say the least.

Now that the cat is finally out of the bag, it's added a whole new element to our sex lives. I've never been with a foot fetishist before, so I'm trying to learn what I can about using my feet as a sex object. After some initial remaining embarrassment, Dragon has started to really embrace this part of his nature more openly and that makes me really happy. Having to hide something that brings you pleasure is such a misery.

An unexpected side effect of this new indulgence is that I've really come to view my own feet in a whole new light. It's really empowering to learn that another body part can hold such sex appeal. I've never been into painting my toes, but now I'm sure to always have perfect polish. I'm more aware when I wear open toed shoes and flip flops that Dragon is paying careful attention. My feet have now been photographed and declared lovely by other foot enthusiasts. Delightful!

Now, when Dragon lovingly licks the arch of my foot or eagerly sucks on my toes during sex I know just how much it's arousing him. The fact that he's only been able to indulge this with me feels special and a bit taboo. Knowing that he lusts over my feet just makes me me feel even more beautiful, more desired.

Porn

Thanks to the joys of modern technology, porn is always just a button push away, whether on the computer, or ordered straight throughout the television.

Personally, I've never been big into porn. Yes I've watched it. Yes it can turn me on. However, I'd much rather ready an erotic story and get off that way. Perhaps it's because I'm a woman and not as visually stimulated as most men. Maybe it's because I'm an English major and just get off on the written word. Who knows.

While reinventing our sex lives, porn has definitely come up as a topic of conversation between Dragon and I.
He knows that due to my self-esteem issues, it's hard for me to watch him get aroused by younger, more attractive, thinner women. But, I also know that porn is a part of all men's existence, and I'm working hard to be a part of all aspects of Dragon's sexual existence.

To ease into the idea of enjoying porn together, Dragon recently shared a video with me that enjoyed from Burning Angel. It featured a kinda (and that's being generous) curvy girl with tattoos, lots of oral and some anal. The girl was totally obnoxious and kept playing with her pigtails and making big wide eyes. It was also POV, which I hate, because it gives me nothing to get off on. Don't get me wrong, I can totally recognize a woman's hotness, but women just don't get me off.

I saw what it was that Dragon liked about the video, acknowledged it, and the subject more or less dropped.

Then, last night, out of the blue, Dragon started perusing the list of on demand porn available through our satellite. He started proposing titles that I may be interested in watching. I did my best to be casual about it, and agreed that the amateur couple videos may be interesting. Next thing I knew, the video was downloading to the tv.We climbed into bed together and I braced myself as he queued up the movie.

The first girl that was featured was a curvy, tattooed girl with pierced nipples and a shaved pussy. All of Dragon's favorites. To top it all off, it turned out it was also POV. Fail.

Dragon tried hard to critique the video to help facilitate my comfort level, but I could feel how aroused he was. I did my best not to feel self-conscious, to not feel every spare pound I was carrying while watching Dragon's dream date, but it was a challenge.

I worked on distracting myself by playing with him, stroking his cock and giving him head. He was incredibly hard, and I tried to enjoy it while ignoring the fact that it was largely due to the porn.

Dragon began to play with me in return and it was easier to watch the porn and take it for what it was. When he began licking my clit and brought me to an amazing orgasm, the movie was totally forgotten.

As the movie moved on to the next couple, we were already having amazing sex, the movie completely forgotten. After we both came (me repeatedly) we lounged and tried to finish watching the movie. It was all POV and all terrible with the absence of even a hot girl for Dragon to drool over.

All in all? A waste of $4.99. If we play with porn again, we're definitely going to have to research our selection a little better beforehand.

Test Drive

As part of our recent sexual adventures, Dragon went shopping for new sex toys. Our collection consisted of a vibrator, a vibe bullet, a single flogger (collecting dust). We were in desperate need of some new items.

Dragon selected a phenomenal spreader bar, a set of neoprene cuffs, a remote vibrating egg, and a blindfold. Yummy.

We've taken the spreader bar with the cuffs for a run, and given the egg a few fantastic workouts. Last night, we finally got to take out the blindfold.

Now, it had been a long time since I have been blindfolded, and I was incredibly excited when Dragon finally pulled out this new item. I love the heightened sensations when sight is removed. I love not knowing what's coming, the nervous anticipation of every touch, the aching need for every kiss, every stroke and not knowing when it will arrive. I love the shocking sting of an unexpected spanking, or teeth grazing an unprepared nipple.

Just to add to the excitement, Dragon presented me with the neoprene cuffs as well. I was instantly wet, squirming in intense anticipation. I couldn't help grinning as he fastened the cuffs around my eagerly offered wrists and slipped the comfortably padded blindfold over my head.

Clipping the cuffs together, Dragon pushed my cuffed hands over my head and proceeded to tease me mercilessly. A hand brushed my stomach. His mouth found mine and his tongue explored my mouth. Fingers tweaked my nipple and I groaned.

Before knew it his tongue was working my clit and his fingers entered me. Hips writhing, I forgot myself and my joined hands traveled down to caress his back. Abruptly he grasped my cuffed wrists and brought them back above my head. The firm correction brought me almost instantly to orgasm.

Moving away from my pussy, I felt him shift on the bed and reposition myself while I waited for his next move. Before I knew it his hands were in my hair and I felt the tip of his cock against my lips. I sucked him eagerly. He raised himself slightly and my mouth moved down his scrotum. He raised himself more and I let my tongue move down further until I was gently tonguing his ass. Dragon had only recently revealed that he was interested in me playing with his ass and I could tell that he was enjoying my tentative exploration.

Pulling away from my mouth, dragon unclipped my wrists and flipped me to lay on my stomach. Once in place, he moved my hands behind my back and re lipped them together. Without a word, I felt his body heavy on top of me as he entered me from behind.

Moving my hips against him, I felt my orgasm mount and moaned out how much I loved his magnificent cock. It only took a few minutes of him fucking me this way before I came. Hard.

As soon as I finished my orgasm, he pulled out of me abruptly, and once again I felt his cock against my mouth. Dragon has told me repeatedly how much he lives to watch me clean my orgasm off his cock with my mouth. I took him as deep as I could in his throat, trying to position myself better without use of my hands.

When he was satisfied I had cleaned him off, he was back on top of me, fucking me hard from behind. It's hard to say what came out my mouth at that point- I was delirious, high on the feel of him inside me. I came at least two more time before beginning to bed him to cum on my ass. I love to feel him explode all over me, and I was ready for it. He continued to move inside me for several more minutes before he finally pulled out of me and covered my ass and parts of my back in his hot cum.

Dragon quickly unclipped my wrists and removed my blindfold, then toweled me off gently. When we had both cleaned up a bit, we collapsed on the bed and basked in the afterglow.

Introduction

If you met me, I'd like to think you'd consider me to be pretty "normal". I'm married with two kids, pets, and a job in a professional office. I enjoy cooking and dorky crafts like sewing and knitting. My life is pretty quiet.

I have tattoos, which, to some people is still a "freak" flag. However, they are becomming more blaise by the day, and I generally keep them well covered as nessesary. Not that I'm ashamed of my ink, which I find beautiful, but I do understand that sometimes we all need to keep up certain appearences.

What a lot of people in my life don't know, and what you woulf never think if you met me, is that I have a very colorful sexual past. I've had one night stands. I've been with a black man. I've been with a woman. I've been a phone sex worker. I've been an enthusiastic participant in the BDSM scene/lifestyle.

Now of course, this isn't something you share with your, neighbor, your sister, or your friends from work. It lurks, and clings to to the shadows. Eventually, with the pressures of work, family, day-to-day life, etc., that active, exciting sex life fades and becomes an item of nostalgia. If your married, often sex becomes just another chore, and moves lower and lower on the priority list.

Such was the case with me and my husband, Dragon (as he will be called from here on in). Even though when we got together we were well aware that we were both pretty kinky people, after several years of marriage, our sex life was in serious trouble. Sex wasn't a priority any more. If we had sex twice a month it was a rare coincidence, or the result of serious pestering from one of us.

Eventually, he strayed. Granted, it was just sexting, but it hurt. In my hurt, my anger, and my battered sense of self-worth, I sought out a stranger and fooled around. Everything was a seething, painful mess.

It very easily could have been over at this point. We both would have been justified to walk away. However, after a lot of open and honest conversation, we realized we still loved each other very much, and the last thing we wanted to do was be apart. We also realized that we both had a lot of needs that weren't being met.

The long and short of it is what could have been a horrible situation actually ended up saving our marriage and completely rekindling our sex life. It's so incredibly hot now in fact, that I just felt that I had to share it.

And so, here we are. I want to share all of our incredibly hot encounters, and all of the things we learn as we explore our sexuality together. Hopefully it's helpful, if nothing more than to get someone else off......