Today is our anniversary. Dragon will be spending it at home alone and then at work. I will be spending it at work and then at home handling family responsibilities and then going to bed alone. However, I know for sure he'll be waking me up to fuck me like crazy when he gets home.
The fact that I know I can expect amazing sex nearly every night is an amazing space to be in.
The last few years have been rough. It's not sexy to talk about, but it's reality. For a long time we were both in places where it was easier to wall each other off. Sex was a chore, accomplished once a month if lucky. Kink, spice, desire were all miles away.
Through various life upheavals, we've broken down walls and rediscovered each other. We can't keep our hands off each other and it's amazing.
Reconnecting sexually doesn't just fix life in the bedroom. With Dragon exploring His new Dom role in the bedroom, he projects a new confidence. Sometimes the aggression and newly surging testosterone makes him more quick to anger. But it's a fantastic trade off.
Being able to let go and reclaim the joy of total sexual submission has given me the ability to let go of a lot of stress in my life. The millions of mind numbing orgasms help with that too.
Feeling Dragon's desire gives me the confidence to feel sexy again -thrilling in the feeling of his hands on my body, knowing I can bring him extreme pleasure with every flick of my tongue on his cock, is like a drug. The high of him fucking me, of him wanting me, is like nothing else.
And so, Happy Anniversary darling Dragon. I can't wait for all of the pleasure filled years ahead of us.....
Friday, September 16, 2011
Happy Anniversary
Friday, September 9, 2011
A Tall Tale.......
The Gift
Thursday, September 8, 2011
Playing Hooky
On the drive home, Dragon texted me two delicious photos of his erect cock, waiting for me in bed. I cursed traffic, excited and incredibly needy. The photos had made me wet beyond belief, and I wriggled in my seat. Damn.
Tuesday, September 6, 2011
Weekend Recap
Saturday:
Unfortunately, Saturday is a work day for Dragon and he doesn't get home until late. I spent the day just waiting for him to come home so I could get him naked.
When the anticipation is an all day event for me, I try to make sure it's his problem too. A good way to do this is to send some yummy photos of what he'll be coming home to. Like me in a new piece of lingerie.
After some tentative probing, he entered my ass fully and I could hear him sighing and groaning in pleasure as he reveled in the feel of his cock in my tight ass. He began to move inside me gently, and told me to play with my pussy to heighten my pleasure. While I played with myself I began to get more excited, finally begging him to fuck me harder.
An hour or two later after a quick shower, Dragon bent me over the bed, taking my hard and fast. I just love it when he takes me like this, no foreplay, just crazy sex. I came several times before I felt him cum in my pussy. Heaven.
That night we spent petting and stroking, enjoying each other's bodies and playing around, kissing, touching and cuddling. Great way to finish a sex filled day.
Monday:
This day we had our hands full with more than each other. I spent the day dropping hints that I was up for a bit of rough play. I prayed that Dragon knew I wasn't joking.
He knew. I was laying in bed when he came in from his shower. Without a word he took my phone out of my hands, pushed me face down on the bed and stripped me bare. Once I was naked he took me by the hair and shoved my mouth down on his cock. He fucked my face and I moaned around his cock, getting wetter by the second.
After a bit of clean up we collapsed in our customary after glow heatp I basked in the sting that still remained on my ass, and I couldn't help but thank him for scaring that particular itch.
Hope everyone else's weekend was filled will lots of orgasmic fun.
Kisses!
Friday, September 2, 2011
Late Night Romp
After watching the crappy porn ordered on satellite (see previous post "Porn") Dragon got us an account with Burning Angel so we could explore some better porn we might both enjoy. Good move. Throughout the day Dragon sent me links to videos he thought I'd enjoy, and I was itching to get home and masturbate.
When I was finally able to get home and be alone, I settled in to watch a few promising selections. Hot. Within minutes I was in a masturbating frenzy, writhing and touching and cumming. It made me desperate for Dragon's cock. It didn't help that he was sexting me the whole time. I promised him a glorious blow job when he finally got home. I just needed to feel him.
About an hour before he was due home I dozed in a wet and needy sleep. Before I knew it Dragon was home and working on me with his eager hands. Unlike most nights, I came awake more quickly, just aching so bad that when his mouth found my pussy I nearly came instantly. When he paused briefly I moved myself to him, hungrily taking Dragon's cock, surprising him a bit.
He was so hard that it just made me that much more desperate for him. As I worked his cock with my mouth, my tongue, my hands, I grew hotter with every one of his moans and hisses. I could feel his body tensing, his cock still so hard it was nearly choking me. After a few minutes he warned me to slow down, afraid he would cum before he got a chance to fuck me. I reveled in knowing I was making him so excited. I licked the length of his shaft slowly and lazily sucked on the head of his cock.
Finally he pushed me down and moved between my legs. He moved inside me, and within seconds I was orgasming hard. He was just so rigid, just so thick, and he growled a stream of dirty words that just made me throb. Taking it slow, he drove me deep and told me to warn him when I was about to to cum. On the rise of my next orgasm I warned him I was about to cum and he slid a finger in my ass. I came hard. As my orgasm subsided he removed his finger. On the next orgasm he repeated this and asked me if I liked it. I whimpered out that I loved it.
Dragon moved my legs together and to his shoulder and worked me over hard. I could feel every rock hard inch of him drive through me and I screamed out how much I loved his amazing cock. After working my pussy hard for a few more moments he pulled out, and gave me taps that indicated he wanted me on all fours, ready to receive him from behind.
Once I was on all fours, Dragon surprised me my fucking my ass with his tongue. It's always hard not to collapse in a orgasmic puddle when he does this. His tongue is amazing. Once I was dripping wet, I felt his cock move into my pussy and his fingers replace his tongue, playing with my ass. I could sense Dragon's tension as he moved inside me a bit more carefully than usual.
"Are you ready to cum?" I asked in surprise. Usually he liked to fuck me this way for a while before he let himself cum.
"Yes" he snarled "I cant help it." I shifted in glee at the desperation in his tone, moving back against him eagerly.
"I want to feel you cum" I said, knowingly pushing him over the brink "Please cum on me". Within seconds he was pulling out of me and spraying my ass and back in a shocking amount of hot cum.
After Dragon had given me a hasty wipe down and collapsed on the bed next to me, I told him how much I enjoyed how hard he had been, how hard he had cum. Too hot. He said he gotten all worked up knowing I was home watching porn and masturbating.
Thank you Burning Angel, for the fantastic porn that made this moment possible.
Thursday, September 1, 2011
Kinda I Want To....
Yesterday was one of those days. All day at work (which makes me cranky anyways) Dragon and I were having an uncomfortable and irritating text message exchange. It was the kind of day that makes you grind your teeth, want to hit someone and fight tears at various moments.
All couples fight, that's just a given. Even when things are going orgasmically, sometimes issues raise their ugly heads, and the more back and forth involved, the more potential there is for hurt feelings and angry resentment. When it involves two people as stubborn as Dragon and I sometimes it gets even worse.
As our terse exchanges continued into the evening, I was at the end of my rope. This being one of the nights Dragon worked till midnight, I was convinced this wasn't getting resolved before I had to hit the hay.
Before I went to bed I spewed out a pissy Tweet (@HousewifeRaven) to the effect that I was going to bed alone with no sex tonight. Of course Dragon saw this and tweeted back that he would wake me up with his cock when he got home. This, of course, led to another angry exchange, with me telling him I was too irritated to have sex with him, and him saying I shouldn't complain about not getting laid. All kinds of ridiculousness ensued.
In the end, he told me he wasn't going to let me push him away, and then gave up after a barrage of my bitchiness. Even though I had "won" I was secretly disappointed that he had given up so quickly. The last text he sent me along the lines of, I may wake you up, I may not- I just don't know. I went to bed extremely cranky, pouty and generally feeling sorry for myself.
Hours later, wrapped in a haze of sleep,I stirred to the feel of hands caressing me gently. Lips pressed against mine, hungry tongue entering my mouth. I responded sluggishly, still not entirely aware, sighing softly as hands continued to explore my body with more persistence.
Soon, I felt my pajama pants being worked off. Without thinking, my hips raised to help them along. Bared to the waist, Dragon began to lick my clit gently, finally pulling me fully out of my sleep stupor. As he continued to work my pussy with his mouth and his fingers my whole body woke up, stirring happily in pure bliss. Not once did it cross my mind that I was supposed to be angry with this amazing, orgasm inspiring man.
After I had came at least once, he withdrew and I felt his hands pushing me onto my side. I complied, still a bit groggy, and once on my side, I felt him lay his body down behind mine. He had done such an amazing job getting me good and wet that he slid into my pussy easily.
While he fucked me steadily from behind, my still foggy brain had trouble forming words, so I moaned and squealed in pleasure. When he started to move into me especially hard I felt myself cum, accompanied by wordless, ecstatic shouts. Driven on by the noises of my extreme pleasure, the throbbing of my orgasming pussy, and his steady pace, I felt Dragon's cock spasm inside of me, unleashing a huge load of cum inside me. It had been a long time since I felt him cum inside my pussy and I reveled in it.
After handing me a towel and laying back down, I moved close to curl up on Dragon's chest. It was only then that I realized I was still supposed to be mad and had told him I didn't want sex. When I said this out loud he laughed and asked if I was complaining. Sulkily I had to agree that it was fantastic and I wasn't complaining. Trying to insist I was still mad, I slipped back into sleep.
When I woke up this morning, I just couldn't find the anger, or even the irritation, especially while cleaning up a bit of Dragon's cum that had leaked out of me during the night. As I checked my Twitter feed And saw a last tweet I had missed from Dragon before he got home and after I had already gone to bed "No does not mean no. Red (*our safe word) means no. You didn't say red". I had to smile. Thank you darling for reminding me why I trust you to be in charge.....
Wednesday, August 31, 2011
Foot Fetish
While delving into our deepest, darkest sexual desires, Dragon reluctantly, painfully revealed that he's always had a secret foot fetish. I was totally stunned. Never, in all the years we had been together, had he ever hinted that feet turned him on. I had no idea. When I received a pedicure for my birthday this year from a friend, he seemed totally bored by it, though he later admitted it had really excited him.
It still seems odd that Dragon could could hide such an incredible desire/turn-on from me for so long. He said that in the past when ever he had even hinted at it with another woman that he had been met with disgust and rejection, causing him to bury this fetish deep. I was little hurt that he had never trusted me enough to reveal this until recently, but I understood. No one likes rejection, and to be treated with scorn and disgust from someone is love is painful to say the least.
Now that the cat is finally out of the bag, it's added a whole new element to our sex lives. I've never been with a foot fetishist before, so I'm trying to learn what I can about using my feet as a sex object. After some initial remaining embarrassment, Dragon has started to really embrace this part of his nature more openly and that makes me really happy. Having to hide something that brings you pleasure is such a misery.
An unexpected side effect of this new indulgence is that I've really come to view my own feet in a whole new light. It's really empowering to learn that another body part can hold such sex appeal. I've never been into painting my toes, but now I'm sure to always have perfect polish. I'm more aware when I wear open toed shoes and flip flops that Dragon is paying careful attention. My feet have now been photographed and declared lovely by other foot enthusiasts. Delightful!
Now, when Dragon lovingly licks the arch of my foot or eagerly sucks on my toes during sex I know just how much it's arousing him. The fact that he's only been able to indulge this with me feels special and a bit taboo. Knowing that he lusts over my feet just makes me me feel even more beautiful, more desired.
